Our little bun!

We had our initial OB appointment on May 16, 2016. All I remember was it felt like my heart was beating out of my chest. The nurse took my blood pressure which was extremely high due to my nerves. I waited patiently to have my ultrasound. After a few minutes the doctor came in. He could see how stressed I was and immediately started the ultrasound. Within seconds that sweet little heartbeat was up on the screen. I had never felt so relieved. Our little baby was a fighter and had made it to almost 8 weeks. The doctor told me the heartbeat looked very strong and not to be concerned. He suggested I come back in two weeks for a follow up ultrasound.

I had my next appointment a little over two weeks later and I was 10 weeks. The doctor made sure I was doing alright since my last appointment I was a little bit of a nervous wreck. I had my ultrasound and the baby was moving all over the place. It was such a joy to watch and I could look at the screen forever.

After making it to this point we felt it was time to share with the world our wonderful news! Our little bundle of joy is due in December. Brielle is getting the best gift for Christmas this year! Thanks for all the love,support, and prayers throughout our journey. God is good!

Our fourth embryo journey begins..

Our next embryo transfer was scheduled for April 12,2016. Still feeling a little defeated we decided to proceed and started shots and patches. Things seemed to be going well for the most part. At one of my ultrasound appointments I received the news that my lining was not thickening. My heart sank because this was the exact news were received before we lost our last baby. I was given an increase of  hormones to help my uterus lining thicken. The days that approached our embryo transfer were long and I tried to focus on other things. To be perfectly honest I did not feel like this round would work but still held onto that small glimmer of hope. I returned to Seattle for another ultrasound which showed the lining thickened but not much. This was just more bad news. The doctor felt confident in proceeding with the transfer despite the small increase. We really didn't have much of a choice but to put our faith in the doctors and in God. Our transfer day came and everything went according to plan.

Now came the long two week wait before my blood pregnancy test. These two weeks seemed to drag on forever. After about 5 days I had decided to take a home pregnancy test. I had taken them in the past because let's be honest I was so impatient. The test came back negative and I had convinced myself I was not pregnant. Since I had taken the test early there was still a chance it was too early to detect HCG. The day of my blood test rolled around and I prayed to God for a miracle. My nurse called with my results and by the sound of her voice I couldn't tell if I would get bad or good news. She then gave me my number it was in the 160's and I was pregnant! I took a minute for it all to sink in. I was actually pregnant and this baby would be our other miracle. All I could do was thank God and I couldn't wait to tell Charles the good news.

After three weeks we were able to go to Seattle for our first ultrasound. As soon as I saw that tiny heartbeat tears streamed down my face. We were going to be parents again and Brielle would get to be a big sister. As wonderful as it was to see that little heartbeat I knew we weren't completely out of the water. But we made it this far and I was so grateful to God. I couldn't wait to watch our family grow.